I know it's all me being foolish at first,

Therefore you have every right to leave.

How to save a life

Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

I am so thankful for your teaching

Because you made me who I am now

Because I did not appreciate what you did to me

Because without you I was not that passionate at things

Because with you I was motivated

Because I thought I could easily forgotten anything

Because you already told me everything you could

Oh who am I kidding?

The past

That moment I get my results.

I can tell the guilt and sadness building up in the body.

Like how I used to fill up the space.

So careful and indiscreet.

That moment I feel my disappointment.

As my eyes follow the paper.

And I ponder upon its meaning.

That moment I am in dispair.

That moment. That moment.

I lived.

First Bite

1.

There is no bitter sweet.

Either you are lucky or just plain normal.

This is a difficult time, where existence no longer matters and pure heart is taboo.

You do not understand because there are too much emotions.

Too deep, too complex, and too hard to believe.

Just like something stuck in the throat.

There is no way back.

If only I could see through your masquerade, then will I have no fear?

How cunningly deception lies impeccable tricks can I notice something wrong?

You twisted the truth and turned the plot.

As I shall follow fate no more.

No more conflict, no more love.

Not too clever, not to stress.

This is what I think.